a piece of pink in every day

So i promised to keep posting, this is me keeping my promise :) i've been sick this weekend and we had the sunniest weekend in Estonia, i'm so mad at people who are sick and still come to school just because they don't wanna miss a lesson or two, that's so selfish :/ but yeah i'm going to school tomorrow i hope i don't infect anyone :) when i'm sick i never do anything useful i watch movies or think what collection i should do.. this time i watched a tv series called revenge and there was a girl who wore everyday something i wanna have :D so i made so many screen caps i'm not sure if wanna share these because they have very poor quality :D I just saw the Estonian top model and it was so funny maybe it's made out to be that way but yeah i laughed almost the whole time i was watching it. i loved the last sentence miss J. Alexander said " ladys if you feel you're fainting, please make it pretty "

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friends? who are they ? for a while now i've felt that i don't really know who are my real friends do i even have any? i have good friends that i like to spend my friday nights together smoke and drink and just let off the steam.. i have friends that i like to party with have the craziest nights with.. i have friends i can laugh my ass off.. and i have close friends... but i don't feel like i can call any of then my best friend, i can't tell any of them everything that's on my mind... maybe it's just my problem that i don't trust anybody enough but maybe it's just because those who i really learn to trust will leave me eventually without saying anything not even goodbye and it hurts. i know these pictures doesn't fit with the post but i consider my blog to be inspirational blog so these are my weekly inspirational pictures, i know that i have promised to post more here before but i really wanna try and post my weekly inspiration now on :) wish me luck with that !

reading, running and inspirational talks with my mom

I try to be more useful in the summer i would say, this school year i was so lazy and my grades dropped so low, i have never studied so badly but at the end i had everything done and i guess i had a pretty good lesson that i don't want to drop so low again and i have been searching for colleges to go and what i have to do to get the scholarship. I love reading and right now i'm reading "the vampire diaries" and i started reading "the teen vogue handbook" i have browsed through the book and it looks good i can't wait to read it. also when i have finished the vampire book i want the next one,and on my night stand i have "the picture of Dorian Gary" waiting for me. :D I have thought about running a lot recently and finally i went running today, i thought that i can run longer than i did, i was disappointed and i got blister, but i keep smile on my face and go running tomorrow also i hope my blister wont hurt so much :D I love inspirational talks with my mom we always end our conversations with positive attitude and she always tell me that nothing is impossible if i great goals for myself that i want to reach and when i do the right things to reach these goals then nothing is impossible.

viimastel päevadel olen jälle mõtlema hakanud, et ma tahaks taimetoitlane olla ja see pole midagi sellist, et mulle maitseb porgand või kartul rohkem kui liha, see on sellest kaugel...kui ma olin pisike ei söönud ma liha(ei tea mis põhjusel) aga siiski ema sai mind liha sööma sunnitud, sest mul tekkis raua ja ma ei tea mille veel puudus...kui olin 6. klassis tegin oma sõbrannaga katse, et kas peame nädal aega taime toidu peal vastu sõbranna andis juba kolmandal päeval alla aga ma pidasin terve nädala vastu, tegelt ma tahtsin nii veel edasi minna, sest mulle hakkas see meeldima aga mu ema ja isa üritasid mulle selgeks teha, miks mitte liha söömine nii halb on ja lõpuks nad lausa keelasid mul taimetoidu peal olla, no mis mul siis üle jäi...9. klassis mõtlesin ma jälle selle peale, mu hea sõber villi on taimetoitlane ja ma olin hämmingus, et kuidas tal saab olla nii lihastes keha kui ta on taimetoitlane, ma hakkasin temaga rääkima sellel teemal ja ma sain temalt nii palju innustust ja teadmisi sellekohta mida tähendab täimetoitlaseks olemine. Ma tahtsin jälle taimetoitlaseks hakata, kuid seekorda ma ei julgend emale rääkida seega ma pidasin nädal aega saladust ja siis kui ma emale rääkisin läks ta endast välja ja hakkas mu peale karjuma, wtf? pärast seda ma mõtlen, et ma pean vist 18 saama enne või üldse välja kolima, et saaksin taimetoitlane olla aga samas ega mu ema pole ilmselt ainuke, kes arvaks, et minu elustiil oleks imelik või ma ei tea, mida inimesed arvata võivad............. Ballett, pärast seda kui ma nägin "black swan"'i tekkis mul tahtmine ka tantsida, aga noo ma pole enam ju selles eas, et saaksin tantsida. Eleriin sai kirja, et danceactis tuli uus tantsu rühm/liik/värk BALLETT mul oli nii hea meel aga see algab alles veebruaris nii, et peab ootama veel ja me üldse ei teagi, kas see on väikestele või me saaksime ka sinna minna aga no elame näeme..